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Feeling is a Language

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I have just found a great interview of my favourite scientist Gregg Braden, who, in below video, does a great job of explaining how our feeling is the language that communicates to the quantum field, which connects the whole universe together and creates the physical reality.

As he says, this quantum field is called by many names such as Quantum Hologram by many scientists, Nature’s Mind by Edgar Mitchell, the Mind of God by Stephen Hawkins or the Matrix by Max Planck, the father of quantum physics. Continue reading Feeling is a Language

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I wanna Surrender

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You know, there is a state of being that I want to live in for the rest of my life and that is a state of Surrender. The first time I wanted to live in such a state is when I listened to the audiobook version of Surrender Experiment , which was lived and written by Michael Singer. If I am to say one sentence to seduce people to read this book, I would say, “After reading the book I understood why barefoot-walking zen-practicing hippy Steve Jobs became such a huge success that he became.”

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Anyway, having bought into the concept of living in a state of Surrender, sometimes I just play the book in the background of my life and let my subconscious mind buy into the concept. However, if living in a state of Surrender was a mental concept before, now I have come to a point where living in this state is a Soul-calling and I don’t see any other meaningful way of existing other than to surrender to all-powerful God/Consciousness.

Now when I say Surrender, you may think that surrendering is like being defeated, makes you weak or it takes away your willpower. No no no, it is nothing like that. In fact it is the complete opposite! It actually brings out the highest power in you and makes your willpower unstoppable. See below what Iyanla has to say about Surrender2

So that much said and watched, now I am going to Surrender.

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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The God Container

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I am sitting in a secret garden in Bologna, Italy and spending some quality time with God until my flight in the evening. Well, the garden isn’t really secret as it belongs to a hotel. However, I feel like it is secret as no one finds me in this spot.

Actually, my hanging out with God here started yesterday when s/he dropped a beautiful flower into my glass from above. It was a pleasant surprise and I treasured the beautiful gesture, so I shared it with my friends on Facebook. See here. 2

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You see, the God‘s gift flower even resembles the flowers I had shared in the post I had written that morning. 2

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This morning I have felt God inside me non-stop and it seems that the morning will never end. I feel COMPLETE, I feel WHOLE and I am like the CONTAINER of God…. And by the way, in case you are curious about what kind of God I am talking about, s/he/it is the one defined in all of below definitions and beyond. 2

And I am resonating with anything that is of God (not the patronizing God defined by religionists to be more specific) and among all the discussions I have watched, below one of Iyanla and Oprah is my today’s favorite. 2

So you see, all is so well with me and I thank you for sharing your time with me by reading this post.

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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God exists & speaks

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Lately I am having days and weeks of discovering the truths that I was never taught and discarding the fallacies that I had been made believe. And above all the truths that I have discovered so far, the greatest and the grandest is the truth that God exists.

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If you have been following my posts closely, you must have rarely seen me use the term God, instead to refer to the highest intelligence and the greatest power, I always used the term Universe or Consciousness. The reason I disliked using the term God is because of the myths and illusions that religions assign to God.

But all that changed, after I discovered the Conversation with God. If God exists, the God that is talked about in that book series is the God that I would like to have and be. And judging by my own life experiences, which perfectly match the design with which God has created this life, now I unshakably know that God exists.

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And over the past few months, I had this suspicion that life or God was giving me messages and reassurances through life events, and now I know for sure that God indeed was doing that. And you know, giving us messages through life events happens to be one of many ways that God speaks to us, and if you are curious about the other ways, do click here to read about them.

So having discovered the fact that God exists & speaks, now I am wondering if I can speak with God (not to God ). Apparently it is possible ’cause I see below recording of Neale Donald Walsch2

So I am going to finish listening to this recording, and I will let you know if I get to speak with God.

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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New frontier ahead: Psychedelic experience

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Someone said that there are many paths to reach God (or Consciousness), and I think I just discovered a new path for myself: The path through Psychedelic plants.

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You know, as of this moment, I have never used any drug and I never thought I would want to use one. But watching below documentary totally changed my perspective and now I want to try the Ayahuasca mentioned in below film. 2

In this film, people get a taste and glimpse of higher Consciousness through Psychedelic plants and a get a healing. How awesome is that! I especially like the experience of the man, who gets a new heart from the moon.

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Sounds crazy? Perhaps there is more out there than your mind could imagine.

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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A beautiful NDE story

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Today I have a very beautiful near-death experience story for you. The story gives awesome glimpses of what is beyond this world. When I hear this and other near-death experiences, I am convinced that there is no such thing as death, but that what we consider “death” is merely spirit leaving the “physical vehicle” that enables us to stay on this planet and have physical experiences.

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The below story is beautiful, so beautiful. So I suggest that you to listen to it. 1

You know, the morning I listened to the above story, I got up to discover that my sweet canary had transitioned. How and why she transitioned is a mystery to me. But the fact that I had listened to above story made my sorrow less intense. You know, even though I mentally know that there is no death, my eyes tear up whenever I think of my sweet canary, whom I had named “Mshkono“.

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Below is a cute scene from my Mshkono‘s existence, where she is singing to a song that she liked very much. 1

So that was my experience around “death” yesterday…. I trust that now my Mshkono is in a better place soaring high than being caged inside a small space on earth…. Love her dearly!

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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Consciously up the Consciousness scale

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Greetings from the snowland! Greetings from the high mountains of Bolu, Turkey!

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When my yoga group came to this mountain yesterday morning, it was summer warm. But in the afternoon, it started snowing and by today we have a fairy land of a place here. How beautiful! How miraculous!

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So locked inside with summer shoes, I am spending some quality time with my sweet blog until the next yoga session in 2 hours.

And today I have a more comprehensive Consciousness scale for us than the below one I shared last year2

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On this old scale, my general state of being has already reached the top one, but I feel that there is still so much beyond that I will be evolving into. And that seems to be indeed true as below recorded material talks about many different levels of states that my current Self could only imagine, but not able to feel yet. 1

On this higher scale, I seem to be on 3 of 10, and here is what level 3 is like as per the material:

“You make the transition from the 2nd level of Consciousness to the 3rd level when you decide to take time to develop your mind and heart now. At the 3rd level of consciousness, you identify with your physical environment 80% and start to feel and think for yourself. Creating your heart, you become very sensitive to the energies in your body, your heart and your mind. You start cultivating them, you allow yourself to cry, feel joy, experience pain, entertain strange thoughts and see all of life’s beauty. You start developing your artistic sensibilities, your empathy and your need for spiritual connections. You begin to put your time and energy into exploring the different sensations of life. You eat and think. You start to explore your physical appetites, your sexual energies, your creativity and your intuitions. You can sense when people are happy and sad, you can console them and relate to them through communication. You shift from being merely a colleague at work and a neighbor to being a true friend when people need you. You shift from being a well-trained employee living in your mind to being a human being living in the heart. You stop reacting to people and events around you. Instead, you start acting based on your values and ideas.”

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By the way, besides this new Consciousness scale, recently I shared two other important scales. If you missed them, check them out by clicking on these links:

Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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It must be Kundalini energy!

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Since yesterday morning I started feeling pain in my tailbone. Initially, I thought that I must have sat in an uncomfortable position for too long. But towards the evening, the pain grew so much stronger and by night it became difficult even to move sideways in bed. And then it dawned on me that the pain in the tailbone must to do with Kundalini energy since the energy is store there.

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Another strange phenomenon that happened yesterday was that a simple dinner that my maid had cooked for me tasted orgasmically good. I don’t know if that meal was that good or if Kundalini energy was doing its magic to me. Anyway, this morning I had the meal again and had lots of mouth orgasms.

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So curious about how this initial Kundalini sympton might develop, I went on to watch below informational documentary on Kundalini rising. 2

The documentary didn’t talk about Kundalini symptoms to give me guidance. However, as I know that whatever is to happen will happen, I feel totally surrendered to the Kundalini process and am ready to ride its waves!

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

 

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The Mystery of Thoughts

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Did you know that there is so much you didn’t know about Thoughts?

At least, that has been the experience for me. For example, recently I discovered that we humans are addicted to Thoughts. “How so?” you must wonder, and here is the explanation. 2

Also I discovered that the reason we have so many bull***t Thoughts running through our mind is because they come from the Collective Unconscious that is all around us. When I discovered this phenomenon, it was like a Big Bang for me.

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So how do we retrieve such bull***t Thoughts from the Collective Unconscious?

Here is the explanation. 2

Finally, knowing that our Thoughts create our reality, I want to learn to manage my Thoughts constructively. So from today onwards, I am going to be watching my Thoughts!

And how about you?

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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Jim Carrey’s Awakening

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Two days ago I happened to listen to Jim Carrey‘s below speech once again2

This speech is one of my favorites and I had already listened to it several times before. But two days ago when I listen to it, for the first time I recognized how wide-awake Jim Carrey is. For those, who are not spiritually awake, I think above speech is just a simple entertaining speech. However, those who are awake will recognize that Jim Carrey is offering the Gospel with a bit of a fun flavor.

Then today I came across below speech, in which he explains how he woke up just one morning. 1

Even though he says that he simply “Got it” one morning, I am sure that he had been seeking the Gospel for a long time and accumulating knowledge over time until he hit the inflection point that morning (just like I had been searching with the help of my sweet blog and suddenly woke up 11 days ago).

So how does one feel after awakening

In my experience, I have started to feel expansive & unlimited, especially in the last 3 days. The mental blocks that I had created before started crumbling down, the belief system seems to be going through a mental scan and I am just feeling genuinely determined.

Being born a Scorpio, determination isn’t something that I ever lack. However, this time this determination is different. It feels like a more grounded & knowing type of determination.

So all is well here and I wish you good luck with your awakening too!

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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Your wish is my command!

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Today I have the Genie in a Lamp for you. 1

This audio material is so awesome in that it contains all the main principles of Abraham Hicks‘ teachings in one recording. The key message of the recording is “Feel good to feel God“.

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Ever since I discovered Abraham Hicks over a year ago, I have been practicing the principles on daily basis and been constantly amazed at the wonderful things that the Universe bring to me when I feel good and stay non-resistant.

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So in case you ever wanted to have a Genie, here I have it for you. Just listen to above recording. The Genie is inside it.

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella

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Trying to grasp it all…

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Five days ago I shared with you an information about the positive changes that takes place after an awakening happens. And today I would like to share with you below material that explains the “work” it takes until full awakening occurs. 2

To share with you some favourite parts of mine from the material:

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“If you are reading this article, chances are you are going through an awakening that is possibly rocking your world. Awakening involves the realization that we have been living within a perceived and programmed limitations as well as the decision to embody the higher or true self, the part of us that is infinite universal consciousness that has the ability to be, do or have anything we can dream of. It is a process of reidentifying who we are as we are slowly tapping into our true essence, the part of us that is beyond the body and mind.

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Beginning of awakening journey always consists of resurfacing lifetimes of worth repressed emotions, trauma and unconscious beliefs waiting to be processed and integrated. It is especially tempting at this stage to bypass the intense emotions and force ourselves to focus on only positive thoughts so we may attract the desirable outcomes into our lives.

Contrary to how rushed we feel, this is the time to slow down, practice presence and allow the emotions to come up and come through. You will get to manifest soon, I promise. But the conscious mind must be in complete harmony with the unconscious mind for any kind of positive thinking or affirmations to work the way they are intended to work.

Without having released the unconscious and deep-seated limiting beliefs, the vibration of those beliefs is the invoice we are writing to the universe and we will receive what we put out. The practice of meditation can be helpful in assisting us in anchoring in the present moment.

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Things may seem worse before they get better. Awakening has to do with deconstructing as well as reconstructing our relationships with the self and the world. Yes, it can be a chaotic process when all the bricks and stones that made up our perceived world suddenly collapse one after another. On some days it may be a few cracks on the wall whereas on the other days the entire roof suddenly comes down.

Change can be uncomfortable because it requires us to navigate through the unfamiliar. But it is the mind that labels it positive or negative. Without letting go of our judgement and resistance to the chaos, both acts only strengthen what we are trying to release. The chaos takes place because our old world was built on misaligned beliefs and an elusive perception of the self.

So in order to build a new world where the true self can expand and spread its wings, the old one must first crumble. Depending on how much we identified with our mind or ego, the ego may be putting up battles in surrendering its control before it can learn to take on a new role during this transformation, the role of being an instrument to carry out the divine will of the true self. 

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There is no light without going through the dark night. Sooner or later, usually sooner, every single belief that held us hostage and made us unconscious will give away or gets reflected back to us by the most accurate mirror in the universe–life. As the entire world is taken down by our shifted vibration, we are standing before the naked truth how much power we gave away in playing the victim, the rescuer, the survivor, the follower, the abuser, the seductress, the ruler, etc.

There is neither anywhere to hide nor do we want to hide though it may seem to be the easier way out, except the only way out is in and through. It can be frightening to process the pain and violation of the misleading beliefs we lived by and of how much we compromised our own worth in order to be someone we are not so we could be accepted by others along with belief of low self-worth, which manifests in every area in life.

There are usually beliefs of lack and separation that come up simultaneously. We begin truly seeing the connection between our beliefs and the realities we have created for ourselves. In examining and processing our beliefs, the energy of fear is also being stirred as everything we have ever denied, repressed, projected, rationalized and disassociated from is now revealed as we go into the dark psyche within ourselves.

That part of the unconscious is the place where we store all the energetic data from past memories that we were too uncomfortable to face. And it is common to experience emotions, such as anger, shame or self-loathing, grief and guilt as these layers are being processed. The work done here is referred to as shadow work.

In order to emerge out of the shadow land, there must be an integration between the conscious and the unconscious. This is a continuous process and can be a rather long one with many different layers that every time when we feel we are done, another layer emerges. That involves the embracing rather than fighting what most frightens us.

I cannot emphasize enough how important it is to allow us to feel each emotion, not rush to feed ourselves with concepts such as love and light, all is well, I need to feel positive, acceptance and perfection, I am here to change the world, etc. These pieces will come later as a genuine byproduct of having done this work and integrated the disconnected parts within ourselves. But there is no use to force anything because it will backfire. It is the work we must do because there is no escape from the shadow.

Personally, I believe shadow work teaches us to completely embrace and love every part of ourselves without any pretense, a concept that most of us struggle with.

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Take care of yourself before taking care of the world. Many of us, inspired by our own awakening, have also awakened our divine mission to spread the light and help others awaken. We become healers and teachers driven by the desire to share our experiences so others can liberate themselves from the old paradigm.

Allowing ourselves to becoming the vessels to inspire and service humanity is absolutely fulfilling and empowering. However, if we do choose to do so, it is also essential for us to continue our own awakening journeys for the simple reason that our services are always in an extension of our own energy or beliefs.

Every decision and action either stems from fear or love. If we desire to help others it is because we see them as broken and incapable, the desire comes from fear. If we long to take away others’ pain and feel responsible for altering their external conditions so they can stop suffering, we are still coming from fear. If we come from the place of control and we are seeking to be viewed as powerful or special, it is again fear-based.

In all these cases, we have more self-healing to do as it shows our attachment to the misaligned beliefs, which we built our old world on. It also demonstrates lack of trust in the divine intelligence that orchestrates our lives.

Without having first done the work to integrate light and dark, or good and bad within ourselves, which are duality concepts belonging only to the physical dimension, we can easily become triggered and frustrated when we experience others’ shadows.

This can lead to judgement, resentment, fear, lack of self-management or struggle withholding space for another ’cause our ego still wants to intervene. The minute we do so, we are no longer centered in our own vibration and can easily take on others’ energy, which can perpetuate the victimhood cycle and unconsciously magnify the energy of the collective pain body.

The more awakened we become, the more we are in a position to hold a sacred and non-judgmental space for others, in which role of an awakening teacher or leader like any role no longer identifies us. We do the work out of internal love and joy without being attached to a certain result or having to change someone and something. We see the perfection in all beings and conditions at this present moment and understand they are always evolving.

We most likely still choose the join causes that resonate with our energy so we can participate in conscious evolution and community-building for the planet. But the driving force behind our intention has shifted from fear to love, from wanting to force our beliefs and will unto others to empowering them while respecting their paths and choices. And we can apply ourselves to the tasks with more clarity and light.

This is a very subtle internal shift that may not result in any external change in the roles we decide to take on, we are still actively assisting others and applying ourselves fully. But we are doing so without the participation of our own ego, being a clear channel or spiritual alchemist, who does not disempower others by taking on their responsibilities requires self-mastery.

If this is where you are, ask yourself, “Why am I doing this work? Am I doing this in order to fix or escape from something? Do I see the world as a broken place? Is my joy or fulfillment dependent on it?” Chances are if you are completely honest with yourself, you don’t even need to ask to know whether it is from fear or love.”

So that was my education for the day….

And now I’m off to bed. Good night!

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Feel wonderful! 

Bella