Do you know who hurts me the most in this life? It is this entity called Business that hurts me the most. At one point, it even broke my heart into pieces and crashed my soul to defeat.
Does Love have to hurt?
Can’t Love be all good?
When Business hurt me, my heart bled and my soul gasped for air.
At times, it seemed like the evils were all there to catch me while I was at my weakest.
The well of my pain was deep.
The pain was deep and nothing could be of instant remedy. So I had to trust the age old saying “Time heals all wounds”.
And I waited.
Eventually, the wounds healed, but not without scars.
The scars of pain are still present and the memories of what happened still haunt me to date.
It is just difficult to forget what I got in turn for my Love.
To heal and to forget, I took necessary breaks from Business. But each time I returned, I approached it with a bit of a faint heart.
This time I approached Business, all started out well. But for the past three weeks, I have had to wrestle with the same old Darkness that I have wrestled with before. And the Darkness, of which I am talking about, is both of mine and others.
But the thing is that I am really and truly tired of wrestling with Darkness. Enough is enough, you know.
But the Darkness is out there and I don’t know how to get rid of it. So…
But a wise man said:
And another wise man said:
And another wise woman said:
And in my heart’s heart, I know that Business and I belong together.
Without it, I feel lost and I miss it.
But with it, I keep hurting.
Can Business be done the beautiful way that I can Love and not hurt?
Or do I need to learn to Love it with the Darkness that it brings with it?
And I think I just answered my own question!