Sometimes I wish I was a “normal” human being that I was before because then I could direct my life with my mind. But now, the power of my mind and willpower is increasingly losing to the forces that I feel around my chest.
For example, right now I am actually sitting down to work and get a few things done that are on my mind. But when I start reading the things that I am supposed to do, the sentences don’t come together into a context and my eyes keep blurring. So after much struggle, I decided to take it easy and have come to my sweet blog to share my pains and challenges as usual.
So what are my pains and challenges at this point in time? Well, they have to do with the fact that I am a Lightworker. If you don’t know who a Lightworker is, here is one definition: “Lightworkers are those who volunteered, before birth, to help the planet and its population heal from the effects of fear. Each Lightworker is here for a sacred purpose. Very often, however, life on earth with its material focus creates a form of amnesia in Lightworkers.” (Source: http://www.angeltherapy.com/blog/8-traits-lightworkers )
I have come across this term “Lightworker” for the past 3-4 months almost everyday, but didn’t really try to convince myself that I am one. But after going through everything that I am going through, now I have come to a point where I have to admit that I am one.
Everyday I am slave to and channel for invisible energies. If our eyes could see, I think I look like this.
As the energies come through me, layers and layers of old energies get rid of my system. For months, the key exit point has been around my left teeth and lips. This energy exit is non-stop. If I am alone, I let this energy exit make that side of my face look strange. But if I am around people, I have to suppress it.
And many days, especially around full moon, lunar eclipses and intense gamma ray periods, my whole being is in turmoil. Then all I can do is just to lie down and let whatever is happening to me pass through me. And when that happens, I think I look like this.
So what are my pains and challenges this time?
Well I am going through an extreme deep-freeze period. And because of feeling extreme cold on daily basis, the right-shoulder-side cramp has been activated and deepened. Last Sunday, I couldn’t even move my hand to pick up my phone, let alone get up out of bed. And when I tried to get up, my body couldn’t take the excruciating pain, so I fainted knocking my head against the wall and scarred my face and got a bump on my forehead.
First I thought I was having a normal back strain because of feeling cold. However, when I read the Ascension symptoms mentioned in my earlier post, I realized that it was the deep-freeze symptom mentioned there. Oh well….
So coming to the concept of the Lightworker, here is what it is about and what I should be up to:
You know, there are supposed to be 144,000 Lightworkers born to assist the earth (or Gaia) to help it move from 3D to 5D. I have been receiving this and other information from other Lightworkers and channeled materials of ET’s. And yesterday, I found out that these 144,000 Lightworkers were written about in the Bible even. Watch this as an example.
Finally, as a Lightworker, everything that I knew is shattering down and so many things that I haven’t even heard of are becoming my reality. So if this info is already too much to handle, I guarantee that way more is on the way!